gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
why aren't you sleeping?
faithherman says:
are u normal .. cant sleep, no wonder i look like shit these day
gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
haha me too
faithherman says:
why?
gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
Well, one thing is i have alot of words in my mind
faithherman says:
what what talk to me
gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
i found a quote
gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
We see everything through a glass, darkly. Sometimes we can peer through the glass and catch a glimpse of what is on the other side. If we were to polish the glass clean, we'd see much more. But then we would no longer see ourselves.
faithherman says:
i know .. u are so sweet .. even if it is at 5 am
faithherman says:
i better sleep i gotta wake up at 5.30 see you
gєиєνιєνє ¢σℓℓєттє says:
savour the 30 mins
faithherman says:
Shit.. i wonder what's david's secret

would you go out with someone right now if they asked?
For a holiday? yeah

what color underwear/boxers wearing now?
Blue & white sailor's undies

is there a meaning behind your profile song?
-

what is your favorite fruit?
Cherries.

will the last person you kissed, be the next person you kiss?
I fear of intimacy.

do you give out second chances too easily?
I believe in the double Fs'

where is one place you want to visit?
Greece!

do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
I need a hug right now.

are you ticklish?
Its a secret!

someone just handed you $100,000,000 now what?
Give it back

what color shirt are you wearing?
Pink pajama with hello kitty on it.

when was the last time you were truly,completely happy with your life?
When i dance

could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
3/4 more to go

if you were a crayon what color would you want to be?
The color of purity

who would you like to see right now?
the backs of my eyelids.

This is such a thrill, lost in love and dancing

I should really stop falling asleep with my eye makeup on. It has become a habit and i'll wake up having trouble opening my eyes. Just few hours ago i found out i have more than 5 blue blacks on my body. A night of dancing can really do wonders. So i just got back from Faith's. We were munching on junk food and sharing stories after stories of life, about certain people who are just temporary in our lives. We could talk about everything. Everything. I would miss her. Yeah.. quite frankly..

Life is now or never, Forever never comes around

There's one thing a quote does that nothing and no one else can do - it can become a part of you. you may never meet the person who said it, but that person is a companion. quotes help you get over pain, feel loved. make you smile & laugh and help you through those tough days when you think no one else knows what you're going through. I started reading quotes since i was seventeen. They have become a guardian angel to me. I always thought that in the end, one has to depend on oneself to walk the path. But i was wrong. There's always someone, something or some place that acts as your a ever-shining lamp post.

Woke up this morning to my grandmama inviting the annoying sunlight. I dreamt of a cat. I can't quite remember. But there was a cat. Could be seeing too much of my fortune cat cellphone charm. But i think i feel lucky these days. I'm working tml at my Godbrother's cart-shop. Need to wear sport shoes. I don't like wearing them cause its the first step to stinky feet. But anyway, i might get a job at mother's spa as well. I'm gonna focus on earning alot of money so i can travel and write. Right.. gotta stop daydreaming too.

Besides my busy life, with the shifting and packing, more packing, my gf and i are making plans to go to Hongkong on the 19/12. I can't wait to go. I read it'll be winter season there so i'll finally get a chance to buy those fluffy white sweaters. I'm going on a cruise on the 3/12 too. I love a get-away.

If you could choose, where would you go on a holiday?
P-s: I didn't know they do sushi delivery here.

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For 2 hours my mother has been talking. Talking about life. Her life she meant to give us. Even though the booze crafted the words, i knew what she felt was a permenant dysfunction. Till maybe, just maybe, a genie lands on our carpet. 4 days of not having a solid surface to stand on, i broke down. I think too much. I mean if i don't, my hands would start to take control instead. Half-assimilating what my mom was saying, i laughed at the whole image of us, my sister, me and her. I just didn't want to imagine the message she was trying to decode. I don't like to navigate to something beyond our reach. I don't know.

Cab drivers can be really nice sometimes. Yesterday on the way to church, this catholic driver who looks like Van de Velde, only smaller, made friendly conversations and played really good music and today, this driver smiled when i said i don't have ten cents, can i pay you that less? Okay its just ten cents. But the little makes me pay attention. I wonder how they earn. I wanted to ask but always end up surpressing myself. I knew i could just google the answer but i think sometimes staying curious on something would actually be better.

I need to write more. Draw. Anything with my hands. I'm a whizz at controling my mind when it comes to that:] Anyway this afternoon while preparing for work, i found a book that made me froze for few seconds. "How to stop worrying and start living" by Dale Carnegie. Next thing i did was touch it to see if its real. Its my sister's. And that means she knew she needed it. Then I found myself smiling.

You get smaller as the world gets big. The more you know, you know you don't know shit.

I don't want to be like my mother or my sister. A night ago, i was. And i come home with bumps and bruises. But it was a night i really paid attention to the people i need to grip hold of. Thank you. So the morning I remembered shouting in Faith's lavatory because the shower thing came off and there went the towels, walls and me, soaked. Then i found out i'm having aches at the side of my tummy. Maybe its cause i've not been eating much. Coming more than a week? Frankly, i'm not dieting. I lost my appetite in the process of living life. After settling with Faith's homemade prata and sausage/cheese, i started facebooking. I only slept 3 hours and i'm wide awake. I spent my remaining time in bed deciding a name for my future puppy. I told everyone. Okay I indulge in something else too quick. Nevertheless, it makes me happy. The hills was playing and came out a song both soni and me sang with it like for more than 3 times. With all the like like american speech, Soni in her spongebob belt decided to talk about another spongebob she has. Yellow sponge printed on pencil case.. I just laugh out loud

Days ago, i created a post but left it in drafts. A draft of few words. I think that my past week could be piece together to make one story. I wanted to create one. Then i started pondering and comtemplating.. i am incapable of being honest. About more than 12 hours i had locked myself in my room. I realised i've to move. Strange, cause its a combination of moving literally and unliterally. I'm gonna watch a movie tonight. But for now, my first step out the house is another new beginning. Bye old Genevieve.

http://www.reasonstoleave.net/

"Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. It's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. It's running so hard, you can barely breathe. It's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. It's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. It's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. It's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it."

murder on the dancefloor

10p.m, everyone started dissolving to the music, feet wallowed in sand and moves anticipated by the moment. Booze has already reached its destinated places, and then there were two types of people, the viewers and the displayers. So I lost the time, my earring, my clothes. Seriously, i'll need a guard to secure my stuffs that or i bring less next time. Both.

Okay i didn't sleeeepp since 3a.m when we got to faith's. I should be going home soon if i could just find a decent clothe to wear back. My lost and found stuffs are hopeless currently. Which is why i'm still here.

Its like just hours ago but i can't wait to go to another party again, with the same lovely ppl.

"That's the thing about girls. Everytime they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can." Do i? do i?;]

I can't imagine myself 60 yrs old. Not because of the visibility of the dying body but the predicted image of my dependency on people i love to live. Yesterday i lingered around the toys section reminiscing the hopes on collecting those plastics. They were the world to me. In the end i picked up a box that says; create your own doll. Perfect. I always wanted to make one just that i want to make one from scratch, not what the box offered. So in the end i walked out of that utopia with bare hands.

Me says: Can u come up with a phrase that best describe me?
Jonne: mmm..
Me says: don't have to be careful.
Jonne: Strange, the flower burned by the ever cruel rays of the sun, then drowned by the rain... yet it always emerges stronger and more beautiful.

aww beautiful....

So on the same morning Dan and i had happy meal. Like when was the laast timeee.. 10 yrs ago? Okay i only wanted the toy. The only toy tt makes me all giggly inside;; Bloo. Such a splendid remedy. I would need it.. you know, for preparation. So i think, i might have a job. I need cash. Cash for food, for soaps, for mobile, for travelling. This month would be my busiest. Lets see, 2 bdays around the corner, work and school, alot of packing and moving to the new house and lastly the helloween party! (can't wait). What have you thought of dressing up as? I'm thinking rouge with a wig.

Ps: Thank you people for voting! I love you even more.