Collette

Cheese.

No..... our faces are apart

Rayne and me.

These, each priced up to more than a hundred singapore dollars.

Luis Marden/Thomas Abercombie

Could they all be perfume bottles?

Found one that is.

Its 2AM, i am on my bed, still with my make up on, as usual, trying to piece words together to describe my loveless december. And i had a flashback. I was in Church and we were each given a pencil and a small piece of paper. We were asked to write, what you want others to remember you as when you die. 30 seconds.. 2 mins.. then 5 mins.. the paper in my hand only showed the folded lines i unconsciously manage to create. 10 mins. I still had nothing good to pen about me. Okay forget about that. I'm counting time now. Cause i'll have a busy long day tml. First day of work.. an assistant to run my mother's spa. This is one of the steps. Yes Jeff, one step at a time. Before i end this entry, here's a quote i found, strange.. but a phallicism of my life.

So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy, and the days that you feel like dying. In the end you'll realise, everything happens for a reason.