Collette

I don't know how i'll feel about not having a solid surface to stand on. After my quick 3 days refuge, it looks like in about 11 hours, they're really going. Yes going going. And that's only the "tiny part" of what's gonna happen.

So i slept over Faith's, only after like 4? 5, 6? hours of sleep i decided to quit sinking myself into oblivion. So i spoke to Soni about getting my annoying tonsils remove this week. We thought of going together side-by-side. On the surgery table. Which means i won't be alone. I have this fear of going to the hospital alone. Much more be in it.

Now, about my trip. Me being in a christmas adorned gargantuan ship but more times i hid in the cabin, constantly checking if the temperature really is under heater mode, and i'm asking me.. So now what, 5 yrs of fever-free and now ur here with me on board? And medication-less except for pans which seems to help for about 3 hours after each 4 times i took it? Makes me guilty.. Like, it was supposed to be family bonding time and i hardly see them. So within the 3 hours "recovery", i had my to-do-list things to complete, the drawing i'm trying to finish for Faith, my first game at the Casino(you just sit there and press the same button over and over.. waiting to see every 5 cents decreasing), eat. Yes eat. Buffet(Its free) What happens when solids gets acquainted with swollen tonsils? I realised they only had burning hot water/coffee/tea. My dad had to practise water-tarik to de-heat it, wanted to watch this Las-vegas topless performace(I was very keen) and lastly, Pictures! What's a trip on an amazing ship without taking pictures? I think i did had a good time as well..

Pictures up soon. Till then. xx