Sunday, November 9, 2008

I'm a little too far on the edge & a little too dreamy to know

I've come to the realization that i can't blog when my blog is too pink. My thoughts will just be pink, too. Maybe that explains why i've been uneasy the last few days because i couldn't blog my mind. I should be at the study table practising communication skills instead of reminising the intersection of the moonlight and the ice crystals. The outcome was amazing. Well everything has been very surreal lately, I actually allowed to myself to rub my brusies hard just to make sure. But on a lighter note, i have been eating excessively , but according to scale, my weight is dead. Not moving. Times like this, i choose not to believe the scale.

Yesterday evening i was having takaway sushi. Alone. At Orchard. Halfway through, i noticed a girl sitting beside me, reading a story book. Alone. So, i'm not the only one with issues. At Orchard. It weren't a bad night afterall. I take that back. It was bad. I don't know why i do such foolish things. I'm starting to think i can handle people's shit but not mine. I am very stupid.

I'm such a terrible person. Its been 1,2,3,4- weeks since i last saw my dad. I was supposed to meet him last sat for cartel but blame yours truly for being wasted. Anyway after coming back from Faith's place, we had a gloomy lazy sunday by the way and i am still deciding if i should take up the retail job at this really amazing japanese shop at far east. The lady boss actually warned me of her. Its like a challenge. A cheap challenge of 5/hr. Should i?

Ps: My current contact no. would be temporary not-in-use because of personal reasons. Sorry:x

3 comments:

Valeria Cheryl said...

Darl! can i meet you up this week? i got so much to tell you that i might go side track =(

Genevieve said...

sure:]

Valeria Cheryl said...

u ok darl?! =) why sounded so.. hmm