Collette

Its like everyday has been a bad day. And i could do something to change it but i didn't. Free an empty plastic bag on a windy day and watch how it'll just follow where the wind takes it. That empty bag, is me. Where i'll navigate to, i didn't care. I needed to be in my own time. But funny how impatient people can get. They don't wait for you. They'll just do what they feel is right. The bag becomes a trash and so its meant to be in the bin. And anyways, you never know what it had been used for so throwing it would be the sensible thing. Yes you call that an influenced perspective cause you're gonna be the 9775429 person who won't reuse that trash. I remembered when i was little i used to scavaged through big bins or public void decks cause thats where unwanted things tend to be. I would always always find something and bring it back home. My dad would start to tease me by calling me rubbish girl. I was obsessed with the "treasures" and my dad would get all irate if i collect too many. But I like knowing that there may be a surprise one day.. in that unwanted catergory.

Its 5.20a.m and i can't sleep. I'm on my new bed. High on top. Pink bedsheets. 3 only stuffed toys i ever allowed to follow me. Can't wait for the canopy to be up. I just hate climbing up and down especially at night cause i have that fear of falling. So i met Belle, we dine at east coast. I ATE, Surprisingly. Greentea was abit disgusting though. We had her fav 3 seconds music from a man on a very very colorful bike and free natural feet exfoliate. Won't go there.

In the mist of being lost, i lost things as well. My make-up bag, victoria body spray.. people. i'm making a fuss on my make-up. Imagine all your make-up gone in one day. It means you can't feel pretty the next few days. Okay i'm getting dizzy. Pictures on helloween are on facebook. Will blog something less boring soon~