Collette

"That's the thing about girls. Everytime they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can." Do i? do i?;]

I can't imagine myself 60 yrs old. Not because of the visibility of the dying body but the predicted image of my dependency on people i love to live. Yesterday i lingered around the toys section reminiscing the hopes on collecting those plastics. They were the world to me. In the end i picked up a box that says; create your own doll. Perfect. I always wanted to make one just that i want to make one from scratch, not what the box offered. So in the end i walked out of that utopia with bare hands.

Me says: Can u come up with a phrase that best describe me?
Jonne: mmm..
Me says: don't have to be careful.
Jonne: Strange, the flower burned by the ever cruel rays of the sun, then drowned by the rain... yet it always emerges stronger and more beautiful.

aww beautiful....

So on the same morning Dan and i had happy meal. Like when was the laast timeee.. 10 yrs ago? Okay i only wanted the toy. The only toy tt makes me all giggly inside;; Bloo. Such a splendid remedy. I would need it.. you know, for preparation. So i think, i might have a job. I need cash. Cash for food, for soaps, for mobile, for travelling. This month would be my busiest. Lets see, 2 bdays around the corner, work and school, alot of packing and moving to the new house and lastly the helloween party! (can't wait). What have you thought of dressing up as? I'm thinking rouge with a wig.

Ps: Thank you people for voting! I love you even more.