Mid February

Love
Grow

Reach
Experience

Feel
See
Wish
Believe
Live
Dream
Change
Beauty

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested, that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested, that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist. Somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief ... and beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead."
- One Tree Hill

I promised myself to write soon but i never could or did till tonight. My world has become the aftermath of a minor earthquake. But up is still up, down is still down. A book is still a book, and an owl is still awake at this hour. Just yesterday, was the first time i sat for a christian funeral. It was my Aunt Veronica's. I had to wear a black formal dress. So says my dad. I started looking around the big house to pick on those not wearing one.. I was desperate. I couldn't take all the painful black. Its like you becoming a blackbird and that you can only fly in blackness. But this part of life, taught me faith. How it really feels, when ur wearing it on ur skin, then just on ur clothes.

Aside from that, work is like a careless painting of colors. And in that painting.. lies 3 cold colors.. which its not worth keeping them in the picture. You'll change it right? I would. So.. goodbye to ice! To soothe, i'll be having my baptism on the 11th of April to be distracted with. I am still fretting over my list of sins. Which should be confessed first.. the least worst? or the worst worst? This should be exciting!

Well.. time to dream a little dream of love;)