I'm a little too far on the edge & a little too dreamy to know

I've come to the realization that i can't blog when my blog is too pink. My thoughts will just be pink, too. Maybe that explains why i've been uneasy the last few days because i couldn't blog my mind. I should be at the study table practising communication skills instead of reminising the intersection of the moonlight and the ice crystals. The outcome was amazing. Well everything has been very surreal lately, I actually allowed to myself to rub my brusies hard just to make sure. But on a lighter note, i have been eating excessively , but according to scale, my weight is dead. Not moving. Times like this, i choose not to believe the scale.

Yesterday evening i was having takaway sushi. Alone. At Orchard. Halfway through, i noticed a girl sitting beside me, reading a story book. Alone. So, i'm not the only one with issues. At Orchard. It weren't a bad night afterall. I take that back. It was bad. I don't know why i do such foolish things. I'm starting to think i can handle people's shit but not mine. I am very stupid.

I'm such a terrible person. Its been 1,2,3,4- weeks since i last saw my dad. I was supposed to meet him last sat for cartel but blame yours truly for being wasted. Anyway after coming back from Faith's place, we had a gloomy lazy sunday by the way and i am still deciding if i should take up the retail job at this really amazing japanese shop at far east. The lady boss actually warned me of her. Its like a challenge. A cheap challenge of 5/hr. Should i?

Ps: My current contact no. would be temporary not-in-use because of personal reasons. Sorry:x

Piccheese!

He was too cold from the flower fridge.
I swear u can see air coming out from my mouth
Cant decide which
Putting coupon
I feel like a whale beside him
Favourite baby girl.

1st funny pic.

2nd. I look like a guy.

Pisces Daily Horoscope;
People seem to be a hotbed of hot buttons right now. No matter how hard you try to avoid getting into arguments again today, you are likely to stumble across someone's baggage. If you find someone who is extra touchy, be extra patient, they aren't themselves today. ":x"

I feel as though somebody’s fingers have been placed over my eyes and that the only parts of my surroundings that I can see are through the gaps. Even people, i see in gaps. But this is good, too. Cause you don't want to see everything. You don't want to think too much. And I've realised the only way to have your reputation scrub clean of dirt, is to only give others your strength instead of your past. I am not hurt anyway. I only see the gaps.

I've been having famous amos for breakfast the last few days. Not exactly breakfast. Cause i'll always sleep at 4 then wake at 1. Branch? What's that country where they eat chocolates for breakfast? They had it on travel and living. I think. In about 30mins i'm going to meet Daniel for a ride in his car and then we're going to see frozen plants. I'm starting to like flowers. The arranging. The snip-snapping of the stems. But i'll lose the interest in.. mm.. 2 weeks? Friends know me. I just can't remain committed to one thing. Unless its something i really really can't live without. Which is? dolls. Right. Dolls.

Its like everyday has been a bad day. And i could do something to change it but i didn't. Free an empty plastic bag on a windy day and watch how it'll just follow where the wind takes it. That empty bag, is me. Where i'll navigate to, i didn't care. I needed to be in my own time. But funny how impatient people can get. They don't wait for you. They'll just do what they feel is right. The bag becomes a trash and so its meant to be in the bin. And anyways, you never know what it had been used for so throwing it would be the sensible thing. Yes you call that an influenced perspective cause you're gonna be the 9775429 person who won't reuse that trash. I remembered when i was little i used to scavaged through big bins or public void decks cause thats where unwanted things tend to be. I would always always find something and bring it back home. My dad would start to tease me by calling me rubbish girl. I was obsessed with the "treasures" and my dad would get all irate if i collect too many. But I like knowing that there may be a surprise one day.. in that unwanted catergory.

Its 5.20a.m and i can't sleep. I'm on my new bed. High on top. Pink bedsheets. 3 only stuffed toys i ever allowed to follow me. Can't wait for the canopy to be up. I just hate climbing up and down especially at night cause i have that fear of falling. So i met Belle, we dine at east coast. I ATE, Surprisingly. Greentea was abit disgusting though. We had her fav 3 seconds music from a man on a very very colorful bike and free natural feet exfoliate. Won't go there.

In the mist of being lost, i lost things as well. My make-up bag, victoria body spray.. people. i'm making a fuss on my make-up. Imagine all your make-up gone in one day. It means you can't feel pretty the next few days. Okay i'm getting dizzy. Pictures on helloween are on facebook. Will blog something less boring soon~